1. |
Forever
04:09
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"Forever"
I want to be right
I want to be pure
I don't want to be crazy
I've been lost
I want to feel light
I want to be yours
I don't want to be crazy
I've been lost
I want to be right
You want to forgive
You want to forget
You want to get even then get lost
I want to be just
I want to stay calm
I don't want to be grieving off and on
I want to be clear
I want to be new
I want to be better off and true
I want to be right
I want to be yours
I don't want to be crazy
I've been blind
I want to be right
Do you want to heal?
Do you want to heal?
(I don't want to leave you with a scar, I curse the day I came here)
Do you want to heal?
Don't you want to heal?
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2. |
Ending
04:39
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"Ending"
Capulet, you've captured me.
Ten years carved into us.
Am I real or just imagining?
The outcome shared at the start.
They pulled my guts out,
we're leaving here, the end.
I saw you older...
Those drinks went to my head.
We feel the shame and we are the same, you said.
Oh my god, what is happening?
I'll take your gown to the wash.
If nightfall comes and we're staggering,
I'll use these chains to save us.
We're cut off. Rearview,
It keeps on coming down..
If you leave...
I'll pray I die..
I can't.. if you leave.
I'll pull my guts out,
we're leaving here, the end.
I saw you older...
Those drinks went to my head.
You're in the basement with my last testament.
We feel the shame and we are the same...
(I saw you drift. Don't go. If you don't go..I'll stay.)
I'll pull my guts out,
I'm thinking it's the end.
I saw you older...
Those drinks went to my head.
You're in the basement with my last testament.
We feel the shame and we are the same, you said.
Mirror cracked.
Shame Kept.
No, I don't want to look, I don't want to look.
Mirror cracked.
Shame Kept.
No, I don't want to look, I don't want to look.
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3. |
Residual Self Image
04:14
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"Residual Self Image"
I was looking out at the ocean, and I thought of you.
I still can't slow down, but It's all I want to do.
Your new son played out
Pay attention..
It's breaking through.
Your faint reflection...
It shakes until you're spinning around.
All over again.
This illusion keeps hunting me down.
I'm drowning.
Pay attention..
It's breaking through.
Your faint reflection..
It shakes until you're spinning around.
All over again.
Pay attention..
It's breaking through.
Your faint reflection..
It shakes until you're spinning around.
All over again.
You're spinning.
You're spinning.
You're spinning around all over again.
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4. |
Somewhere To Hide
04:19
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"Somewhere To Hide"
We're on borrowed time, a tension that we seek.
I'm on medicine, you're right next to me.
Falling back and fourth, stumble through the year.
You aren't getting well, and I'm not getting air.
Beware.
Looking for a clue to show me where to go.
I found summer then & I tried to let you know.
We're on borrowed time, it's bitter that we speak.
I can promise you that you can't promise me.
You can't say
"I still remember".
Caught in ways,
I can't escape myself.
You want..
You want something to not feel.
You want..
You want something that I fear.
You want..
You want somewhere to hide.
Don't say that you don't know.
Beneath the city lights, and close enough to luck.
I fell over you & you fell just because.
I can save you,
I remember.
Caught in ways.
I can't explain myself.
You want..
You want something to not feel.
You want..
You want something that I fear.
You want..
You want somewhere to hide.
Don't say you don't know.
You want..
You want something to not feel.
You want..
You want something that I fear.
You want..
You want somewhere to hide.
Don't say you don't know.
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5. |
Ceiling
04:23
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"Ceiling"
Show me you're impossible and tell me where you live.
I'm longing for the hospital and waiting for a lift.
Needle in the shoulder, I'm awake and still asleep.
Staring through, you're dressed in blue...
We'll never be the same.
I swore I had lost my mind.
I couldn't tell if I was still alive.
You don't want anyone to see you lose.
You don't want anyone to see you walk through coals and fire.
You're burning up in denial.
You don't want anyone to see your bruise.
You don't want anyone to live without you.
Holding onto ghosts you just can't deny.
Walk me through the garden, show me how it will begin.
Who will shut you out, and tell me who will take you in?
Falling back and forth between a sleep that I forgot.
Floating to the ceiling, waking up and nodding off.
I swore I had lost my mind
I swore I had lost my mind
You don't want anyone to see you lose.
You don't want anyone to see you walk through coals and fire.
You're burning up in denial.
You don't want anyone to see your bruise.
You don't want anyone to live without you.
Holding onto ghosts you just can't deny.
You don't want anyone to see you lose.
You don't want anyone to see you walk through coals and fire.
You're burning up in denial.
You don't want anyone to see your bruise.
You don't want anyone to live without you.
Holding onto ghosts you just can't deny.
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6. |
Carry It
03:28
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"Carry It"
Are you caught in the war?
Do you keep it inside buried somewhere?
Are you torn in your sleep?
Do you wake in the night afraid of something.
Cautious of the lines we've drawn.
Turning over since you've gone.
When I was dead, you were led in.
You don't like it at all.
You don't like it at all.
You carry it deep.
When I was dead, you were deaf ears.
You know I've given up.
You know I've given up.
I carry it deep.
Well, I was younger then, and I kept it far away.
Yeah, I tried everything. There's no one left to say
Days grow cold and you'll still feel young.
I'm getting close to being gone.
When I was dead, you were led in.
You were not giving up
You were not giving up.
You carry it deep.
When I was dead, you were deaf ears.
I don't like you at all
I don't like you at all.
I carry it.
I heard a voice inside.
You left a void.
Are you alone?
Maybe you're right, I'm lost again.
When I was dead, you just slept in.
You don't like me at all
You don't like me at all
You carry it deep.
I was dead, I was stranded.
You're not like me at all
You're not like me at all
I carry it deep
When I was dead, you just slept in.
You don't like me at all
You don't like me at all
You carry it deep.
I was dead, I was stranded.
You're not like me at all
You're not like me at all
I carry it deep
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7. |
Sabotage/Crucify
04:15
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"Sabotage/Crucify"
You wanted vindication.
You tried to fix yourself.
The world had turned and burned me out.
The pressure threw me down.
I keep you in my heart, dear.
You wont except my help.
I'd rather rip my wings out, and sabotage myself.
You only feed your weakness.
Are you enslaved or alive?
You only ease my regrets.
You tear me up from inside.
I keep you in my heart, love.
But I don't need your help.
Id rather tear my wings out, and crucify myself.
I'll never forget my waking up lord.
I'll never forget that year of penance.
I'll never forget not waking up lord.
I'll never forget the life you questioned.
I'll never forget how fast you left.
I'll never forget how fast you left.
I keep this in my heart, dear.
I do. I need your help.
Id rather crack my wings off, and sabotage myself.
Forever in my heart, love.
My god...I need you now.
I'd rather rip my wings off, and crucify myself
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8. |
Heaven's Callback
04:17
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"Heaven's Callback"
You read my palm, & rolled your eyes back.
You got lost, circled, & then tracked my lifeline.
You smiled sober.
You'll be lost, divided, stolen.
Do you break in or away?
Do you stay because you're afraid?
(Are you all the same?)
It's all the same, you said to me.
When you break, bury the day.
(Are you all the same?)
If I unlearn and pray on progress
I'll get burned and trade my conscience
for your cure, and heavens callback
I'm not sure that I'll be welcome
Do you break in or away?
Do you stay because you're afraid?
(Are you all the same?)
It's all the same, you said to me.
When you break, bury the day.
(Are you all the same?)
Do you want this?
Do you want this?
Do you want this?
Fade.
Do you break in or away?
Do you stay because you're afraid?
(Are you all the same?)
It's all the same, you said to me.
When you break, bury the day.
(Are you all the same?)
Do you break in or away?
Do you stay because you're afraid?
(Are you all the same?)
It's all the same, you said to me.
When you break, bury the day.
(Are you all the same?)
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9. |
Execution
03:34
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“Execution”
I’m cautious in decision.
I’m sure that you want to see
how I figured you, & yours out.
Forever you disagree.
Is this an execution?
& what do you want from me?
You say you need retribution.
I think you want everything.
I’m thinking of you in your house,
& if you ever thought the ghost was me.
For every devil that clings to your doubt,
You fake angel in revelry.
Is this an execution?
& what do you want from me?
You say you need retribution.
I think you want everything
I’m not coming back
I’m not coming back
(We’ll never find absolution)
(We’ll never find absolution)
Is this an execution?
& what do you want from me?
You say you want retribution.
I know you want everything.
This is an execution.
& what do you want from me?
You say you need retribution.
I think you want everything.
(I’m not going back)
(I’m not going back)
I think you want everything.
(I’m not going back)
I think you want everything.
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10. |
Medicate
03:52
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"Medicate"
You've been hypnotized underneath their lies.
Unearth the trauma, and they found a sign.
I'll feed your hesitation and be your medication now.
If you draw a line, and reconnect your mind.
On your fathers stone and mine..
I'll feed your hesitation and be your medication now.
Oh world, what do you want to see?
A thought lost on your vacant disease.
I'll be your medication now.
I'll be your medication now..
I watched as it began again.
I felt the greed and it sipped my skin.
You're not gone, you're just tucked away.
Now stay up all night and you pray for a change.
I'll feed your hesitation and be your medication now.
Oh world, what do you want to be?
A thought lost on your vacant disease.
I'll be your medication now.
I'll be your medication now.
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11. |
Heal
03:30
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"Heal"
Breath in your cells.
Swallow your health.
Dry your eyes, intentions waiting.
I'll keep myself in jail.
I'm sure you could find a reason
to leave me on the evening shelf.
Take what you want and let go
but only in you want to heal
You laugh at yourself and reach out for help.
We're sleeping on our moral standings.
The pieces fall to hell.
I'm sure you could find a reason
to leave me on the evening shelf.
(I can't let you out)
Take what you want and let go
but only in you want to heal
(I won't let you out)
Please release me.
Release me.
Don't leave me.
I need you now.
I'm sure you could find a reason
to leave me on the evening shelf.
Take what you want and let go
but only in you want to heal
I'm sure you could find a reason
(I can't let you out)
to leave me on the evening shelf.
(I can't let you out)
Take what you want and let go
(I won't let you out)
but only in you want to heal
(I won't let you...)
I can't get out.
I can't get out.
Fuck.
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12. |
Recorrect Everything
05:34
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"Recorrect Everything"
I know it's off the cards, & you're holding out.
I know I'm not easy to be around.
I'm so unkept it's hard to get around.
(Get around me.)
I don't blame anyone if they want to leave.
But I'm never gonna stop loving you
I'm never gonna stop loving you
I see it now. I lost my chance.
I like cigarettes and pills, I admit.
I like to drink alone and think about
how I was casted away as you imprisoned your doubt
I'm never gonna stop loving you
and I'm never gonna stop trying to
No.
I'm never gonna stop loving you.
I'm never gonna stop trying to.
I'm never gonna stop loving you
and I'm never gonna stop trying to.
I've made errors and mistakes
I've made everything you could
I'm trying, trying to recorrect everything
I know that you're over it and comfortable.
I want to drive through fire.
Far.
I'm never gonna stop loving you.
I'm never gonna stop trying to.
I'm never gonna stop loving you.
I'm never gonna stop loving you.
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13. |
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These empty rooms they fill with smoke
From cigarettes a blinding hope
Changing minds not changing paths
For a feeling not meant to last
I can see your eyes
through the thoughts in your mind
Fake
These empty rooms they fill with smoke
From cigarettes a blinding hope
From changing minds not changing paths
For a feeling not meant to last
I can see your eyes
through the thoughts in your mind
All those words were a contradiction
Do you have any aspirations
All you are is a contradiction
You don't leave me any expectations
Contradiction to Yourself
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